Bismillah...
''SELANGKAH KITA MENDEKATI ALLAH MAKA SERIBU LANGKAH ALLAH, BERIBU LANGKAH DIA MENGHAMPIRI KITA ''
Yesterday (friday), I suddenly feel 'missing' (bkn RINDU tp mcm LOST.....)
But, the problem was I don't know why it happened.. It started when I just arrived home from my CFS IIUM..I feel soooooo LOST, just like a living corpse.. nothing inside me!!! whoa..!! TERRIFYING huh??
Then I just keep telling myseft..'Ahh, it's nothing lah...biasalah tuu, perasaan..IKUTKAN RASA BINASA..' (lbih krg camnilah dialognye)
I felt that weird 'feeling' while I was lying on the couch ..intent to sleep.. BUT, the 'feeling' kept haunting me till I couldn't get my eyes closed..Erm, ape lagi..terus kucapai laptop yg ada dpn mata dan on9....Isy3
''FASTAQIM KAMAA UMIRTA..''
Then today (saturday ) , I had to go to school , driving a car...It's all fated that I'd involved in a car crash..Alhamdulillah nothing was serious..even though I didn't injured physically, but my inner-seft was quite 'KILLED' (ceh ayat gila melampau) ...yelah..dahlaaa smlm rase LOST, pastu terlibat kemalangan...aduh..myusahkan abah mak jea... wuuu
I kept on living...driving the car home...as I entered the house, I suddenly feel that I missed and really2 need HIM...(mankind...da jd mcm2 bru nk igt Allah ..Astaghfirullah)
BUT, READERS...I think that's the answer...I was given a sad/sorrow/lost/whatever feeling because HE want me to remember HIM and get myself close to HIM..Wallahu'alam...
TAPI..bknlah bermakna kalau kita x rasa mcm tuu...means kita x perlu dkt padaNya..
''INGATLAH ALLAH SENTIASA, NESCAYA ALLAH AKAN MENGINGATI KITA...INSYAALLAH''
Sekian..
''FASTAQIM KAMAA UMIRTA..''
Then today (saturday ) , I had to go to school , driving a car...It's all fated that I'd involved in a car crash..Alhamdulillah nothing was serious..even though I didn't injured physically, but my inner-seft was quite 'KILLED' (ceh ayat gila melampau) ...yelah..dahlaaa smlm rase LOST, pastu terlibat kemalangan...aduh..myusahkan abah mak jea... wuuu
I kept on living...driving the car home...as I entered the house, I suddenly feel that I missed and really2 need HIM...(mankind...da jd mcm2 bru nk igt Allah ..Astaghfirullah)
BUT, READERS...I think that's the answer...I was given a sad/sorrow/lost/whatever feeling because HE want me to remember HIM and get myself close to HIM..Wallahu'alam...
TAPI..bknlah bermakna kalau kita x rasa mcm tuu...means kita x perlu dkt padaNya..
''INGATLAH ALLAH SENTIASA, NESCAYA ALLAH AKAN MENGINGATI KITA...INSYAALLAH''
Sekian..
like! :)
ReplyDeletemusibah slh satu wasilah sebagai teguran dari ALLAH kepada hambaNYA yang terlupa..
alhamdulillah.. dipilih olehNya untuk menerima teguran itu.. :)
ingat ALLAH, Allah sentiasa ingat kita..
ReplyDeleteNISASYIQIN: Thx, Alhamdulillah..setiap hr juga TARBIAH drNya insyaAllah
ReplyDeleteNABILA: smoga sntiasa dlm pemeliharaanNya..